its fucking spicy

SO im once again at Matts house, i always. Because i have nothing else to do, im not sure where Ally is, i think she said she wass at a family event. Last night was very weird, i was extremely exhausted, because i got no sleep the night before and i had to go to work and i drank hella red bull so i was running on pure red bull and spirit. It was pretty lame, but i had fun none the less. Then me and MAtt when for a walk, from his house down to 42nd ave. then down 42nd, then up el camino to ralston, then to alameda then up alameda back to his house, it was crazy long, like two hours of walking. Ally was over at her ex-bf's house, spending the night, i really dont mind her hanging out with him at all, because they're good friends, but spending the night just seems a little odd, and puts me off-ease. But once again, its just another thing i have to get over, because they r really good friends, like best friends and im not gonna be all possesive and stupid about this sort of thing, because like i said, they're best friends.

So today, i woke up at like 1:30, took a shower and then sat in the heat of the afternoon, until Matt called and i went over to his house, sara showed up and we went to Togo's, she bought me a sandwhich, was extremely nice of her, she is really cool. Now were back at Matts house, matt is playing some good life on the guitar, sara just left to watch some movie, Ally called a second ago, she is at the Family Event thing, in San Rafeal, if its hot here, then its gotta be scorching over there. I was on sara's phone when i called her back, because my phone doesn't get reception at Matt's, So i had to get off the phone, im pretty sure she wanted to talk, but i didn't feel like talking for a long time on someone else's phone and i was with people and i dont like when people talk on the phone when they're with a group of friends, its kinda rude. SO basically i felt bad about gettting off the phone so quickly, but i will call her back in a little while.

So hopefully i will get to see her tonight, i thought she was going to a rave with Colin (the ex-bf) tonight, but when i told her to call me tonight, she didn't mention it, so i guess she is free to hang out with me. thats nice and im happy

so i know i haven't updated in a long time, or at least updated with anything substantial, but now i have, i wonder if people stilll read this thing...

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